Tuesday, October 18, 2005

the power of God is real!

haha.okies.though i m still feeling tired..but now i m so much better!haha
todae went to elim church for pam(dunno how to spell her name) seaward's talk.her speech was powerful..as least wad she preach spoke a lot to me..she is a real anointed speaker..yupp..i wrote like 5 pages(first time i wrote so much during a sermon)..haha...
but then me n paula was like the only youth there..then the rest were pastors(mostly)..so her speech was more of ministering..but whu cares..it spoke a lot to me..yupp..
but anyway to cut the story short..i act got a lot to say..but muz wait till another day...cuz me need to sleep..haha... anyway i prayed that God will draw me closer to Him...and He did!
after the sermon..we went up n start praying..wah could really feel the presence of God lor..it was really strong..i was shaking n trying not to fall...an i was swaying back n forth..n i felt that i was like floating lar...dunno how to explain lar...the feeling was great..then Pam Seaward ask those whu ever doubt wad God can do to their ministry to step forward..so i did...with sum other pastors..then the next thing i noe was someone was praying for me..and i started crying n crying..is sort of like God is searching DEEP right down into my heart..and i cried like never before..
then i couldnt really rmb wad happen...i only noe God spoke to me in a very gentle way...then i rmb got ppl going up to say sum stuff...but i forgot wad was it..all i rmb was i said hallelujah..haha..then a guy(i think it was Pam Seaward's father) cum n pray for me..and i fell...and felt really hot...esp at my neck area...i think i lay down for quite sum while then got up..
i guess God has really dug out the things i have been keeping inside me...and during that time of praying i was also repenting...
then even after we leave elim church i was still feeling very weak..wah..i m glad i went..haha...cuz during Pam's Seaward's talk..i discovered sum of my weakness or rather had the courage to face sum of my weaknesses and deal wif them..yupp...
after that we went to visit Charis..whu is in the hospital...she got appentitis..need to operate..but anyway she is fine now..Praise the Lord!
then we went back to church office and help pastor andrew pack sum stuff and go to shops to return them and also to choose more items to sell for the Youth camp...haha...had great fun lar...
then went home..even as i went home...i still felt very hot...i thot i was having fever but i measured and it was not..i think is the presence of the holy spirit...anyway i gtg sleep liao..nitez ppl..

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