mylife

deep inside i m aching

honestly,past few days..i have been feeling terrible..i cried almost every night..when everyone is sleeping and when i start to think..i felt a sudden sense of lost..i felt part of me is gone..and there is like a hole in my heart..and i feel very empty..
many a times,i wish that there will be someone there to hug me..but i found no one but myself..i feel so hopeless..haiz..
really wish i wun feel so terrible..i hardly toke nowadays which is soooo unlike me..din feel like..i feel that i m no longer the lizhen i use to be..and i really hate the lizhen now..if i were to choose,i will go back to the past and be the one i use to be..
but time cannot turn back..sadly..

posted by HIS child @ 7:37 AM