mylife

0602

todae marks the end of "first three mths"..
all the fun..all the slacking are soon to be gone..
i sudd felt so lost..time passes so fast..really passes very fast..
all the memories seem to be flowing back...
and sudd i really miss those times..
they keep tugging at my heart..the pictures of places and ppl..
the laughters and the jokes and the conversations we had..keep ringing in my head..
and the familiarity of the sch and ppl warms my heart..
i felt so home there that i really dowan to change school..i feel so attached to NYJC already..
but still..i had no choice..
it takes me 1 and a half hr to reach there..
oh man..sudd..i have to say bye to all these..my hearts aches...
and i really sudd has the urge to appeal into NY..instead of gg ACJC..haiz..
aniwae below the "peom" is written by Carol..i think it is nice..so copied it onto my blog..carol:hope u dun mind..haha

You know...
when you hang around the same people over this period of time,
and you're so used to all that closeness n comfortability.
It's like you're so used to being with each other
that even when we all keep silent,
you don't feel the least bit awkward.
because it feels as if the hearts are talking.
I guess that's what we call..
Chemistry...
But what if..
One day,fate pulls us all apart,snapping the bond that ties us together.
the bond that we've built over the past few weeks..
What if,everything that we've once been so comfortable with,were to perish and never return ever again?.
What if all the laughter, all the jokes, all the teaming upas schoolmates, as classmates, as friendswill cease to exist..
What if we will never get to relive them anymore?
what if we all go our separate ways,taking it as if all that has happened in the first 2 months was nothing significant..
will we still be friends?
or will we pretend we saw nothing when we walk pass each other in future?
will there still be an X-o6o2 in our hearts?
will things EVER be the same again?
It's the bond that matters.
cruel fate's gonna rip us apart.
and things will come to an end.
TODAY.
2nd March 2oo5
The last day of PAE nyjc o6o2..
No more o6o2 hanging out at ispace during breaks
no more sitting together in the canteen in the morning n laughing over silly jokes
no more playing of choo choo during CT periods.
no more playing of murderer and asking the doctors to wake up in library discussion rooms.
no more bitching as a class about how much we all hate chem lessons.
no more taking of extra long toilet breaks b4 chem lessons.
no more ponning of chem lectures and leaving the canteen 15 mins early b4 bell rings in case bernard comes along n sees us.
no more stupid floorball PE sessions.
no more cursing of 0615 as a class n ordering for rematch with them.
no more huiqi lusting over tommy lee no more sheri n her tengleng-n-huiqi jokes
no more swooning of kok san together wif huijeen n anjali n sheri.
no more clustering at the back every morning arguing over who should stand in front of the o6o2 line.
no more tin tin
.no more anjali
no more lizhen
no more timothy
no more huiping
no more huiqi
no more MAOtains
no more aMAObas.
no more us laughing at Mr mAo's laughter.
no more red jerseys with all numbers complete.
no more o6o2.
no more..no more..no more.....

wad a sad day todae was...nth seems to go right..todae is the day i had the least smiles..in fact the whole day throughout..i hardly smile at all..at first i forgot to bring the class shirts..then i have to go home and take..i feel so stupid..whyy..when i wish to stay longer in sch..this muz happen..whyy...i cld have caught more glimpse of him..haha..lolx..
but todae was rather eventful..haha..those in my class or i have been toking to shld noe..lolx..

then todae end of pe decide to go run around the track..for the last time..so sad..
haiyo..todae very sad jiu tui le..

after first three mths..i told myself not gg to look at anyone liow...gg to make frends with my books..and dun care abt the rest..yupp..thats wad i m gg to do..then next year straight As list got my name!lolx..haha

i will miss u 0602..and definitely everyone in NYJC!

posted by HIS child @ 7:05 AM