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whoa! i m back!

haha..very long time never write in here already..due to a few reasons..term exams..christian conferences..and too lazy to write..haha..
terms is finaly over!! Praise God man..but then i think even though during terms have to study alot..but then can like have free time..and most imptly..no hw!! haha..and no need to care abt PW..i think my PW project die liow lar..unde me this kind of lazy grp leader..haha..
ok..anywae..i m firstly gonna toke abt my birthday..on the actual day..haha
thank you guys so much!haha..pearleen.kwek.woon.samuel.michael.allen.janene.florence..aiyah..those who wished me at 12am on the dot.haha.and also those whu wished me happy birthday that day..got huimin.huiting.desiree.christina.shuwen.melissa.melodie.christine.paula.jasmine.joel.michelle.clement.gareth.sonia.eric.xiao mei.shadrach.andre.caleb.cheryl.abigail.amaria.jonathan n gordon!(sorry if i din include ur name.u see i got stm)haha.honestly i din expect my band leader to rmb my bday! i was so touched when they called me.haha.then i was in the library studying.so very blur.haha.din noe who were they.haha.

that day even though i spent the whole day studying..but it was great man! haha..i ahd the whole J2 comm accompanying me at diff times.haha.when i reached sch.i saw andre n joel replacing the guitar strings.then after when they leave.i had a wonderful time with jasmine studying.haha.then after she left i was left alone for a while..so i went to eat.after i ate..andre came and ask me if i wanna go library study.so i went.after a while.joel came.and then andre left.so when joel left.juz so happen boss came to the library to study.hah.then after he left.i left alone for awhile.haha.then gareth came.haha.then i went down with him to the void deck and saw cheryl,caleb,joel n boss.then after a while,joel n caleb left and michelle and andre came.haha.so we went to the library to study again.and waited till amaria's lesson was over cuz they gg her hse to celebrate mah..haha..even though no one really celebrated with me bcuz everyone have their terms.but then i was really very happy by the smses ppl sent and the accompanying of the J2 ppl! thanks alot ppl!!

then as i went home..i was studying and then sudd started reflecting on my past..and this song "Unfailing love" came into my mind..indeed..as i looked back..without God's love and protection..i wldnt be me todae..so happy and some ppl say funny.haha.yup.so i really wanna thank God for making me who i m.and i believe there are more to come.and He will mold me more and more into His image till the day of perfection!

next is fire conference! haha.it was quite cool..haha.attended a workshop by paul baloche.it was quite good..i learnt all the technical stuff..haha..and then after that was the night service..which i thot was not bad..hah..and then i went to my grandma hse to sleep.but then cldnt sleep.cuz not use to the bed.and i find myself very itchy.so i tossed n turned in the bed for like 2 hrs?haha..ohh..did i say i asked like ard 14 ppl..in the end no one wants to come..then i will be alone cuz pao they all got sth on in the morn.so i decided to ask joel if i can go with his churh frends.oh well.in the end i met up with him..haha.i m quite sure his cousin din have a good impression of me.lol.anywae whu cares..haha.its like i m ever gonna see him again.ahah.lol..oh.then in the end i realise paula decided to come..haha.so she accompanied me for the rest of the day..ahha.

next was Jael"revolution"..
haha..went EL on sun..haha..and then james singh came to preach.haha.he prayed for some ppl.haha.he asked me if i wanted to be prayed for..i was like shaking my head..nodding my head..then inthe end i said no.haha.
sudd i juz felt very scared..afraid that i cant do wad God wants me to do..like there is this sudd fear in me that i m not gg do well as a worship IC..i juz felt that maybe is my own acts and rather not God's will..cuz i really duno how to lead worship!i mean i dare to lead if u juz give me some songs..but then if u ask me to choose the songs..cuz firstly i m indecisive.and even after i prayed abt it.one whole list of songs juz came into my mind..and is like i really hate to choose..so when i choose a set of songs..i think duno how long then decide wad songs to sing..then is like..duno how to say lar.yar..

then toke abt today!!
the last day of term exam! math was easy..haha. then after that the J1 comm celebrated my bday!! how sweet of them.haha.they bought a cake..and yar..sang bday songs..haha.and then that stupid gareth n david smashed a piece of cake on my face!! i wanna kill them lar..haha..but then it was fun lar.haha.then some of us went subway to eat.and then came back to school with jasmine..had a wonderful time chatting with her on the way back..ahah.yar..then after that went to report to police with janene n christina abt janene lost wallet..she lost her wallet again!haiyo..that sister of mine ah..hah..always lose her wallet one..haha..

then after that they came my hse to bake brownie..haha..as my mini treat to the CF ppl..sorry this year no money..and then CF got so many ppl..=/ so yar..haha..they after CF on thurs can eat..i bought drinks too..haha.then we had fun baking at my hse..haha..then i sent them home..oh no..i think i m getting a sorethroat..pls pray for me!!haha
cuz i m leading on thursday worship..haha..thanks!=)

posted by HIS child @ 5:35 AM