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josh bday

today studied the whole day in school man.ok.maybe not whole day..but i got study a bit here and there.oh wells.haha.
then we celebrated joshua's birthday..haha.the cell was so sweet=) we ate dinner at clarke quay then we surprise him at the river side with many deco.hahah.was very sweet la.haha.wah..i was thinking if any guy wld do this kind of thing for my bday..i will immediately be his girlfrend man.ahhaa.lol.just kidding...its just the kind of "cinderalla" thought.hahah.i will upload photos soon..once i get them from joshua.haha.

met someone today in school..and sighh..the person nv changed...still the same as before man.so far..he is the only guy who hurts my pride and mis-inteprete wad i say sometimes.and worse..he thinks that im not meaning wad i say and tells the whole world that i actually mean the other way..which is sooooo wrong..this is not the first time alr...sighhh...when will he ever change...haiz.but i will learn how to love him as a brother.i will! im trying to be nice la.haha.and people think i like him just becuz im nicer to him cuz i want him to just treat me a little better..

ANYWAY i dun care anymore..haha.i have to let go of all these i guess.haha.let go the fact that we cant be close(in terms of friends ONLY ok)..let got the fact that there are many things in life that i cant control and things will nv always turn out the way i want them to be la.hahah

posted by HIS child @ 8:28 AM