Sunday, November 08, 2009

to put my life right

i need to get my christian life right. NOW. sigh. when will it ever be like how i was. my first love, the burning passion. the desire to know Him more each day

Saturday, November 07, 2009

fallen too deep

its time to give up. NOW. let go now. knowing that i will get hurt in the end, i still let my heart out. silly girl, when will u learn ur lesson. didnt ur friend warn u, happy endings are not meant to be. you dont always get what you want. this is life.

my heart is hurting and i cant ignore it. sucks. i hate this feeling. wish i was in korea right now. and im so afraid korea wont be able to heal this pain.