Monday, June 27, 2005

first day of skool reopen..argh..

todae..first day of skool reopen..haiz..sian..juz another day..haha..
i was shocked when joy came to my class and sang a happy birthday song early in the morning..haha..yuuppp...then the rest of da day..hmm..boring..i slept throughout maths lesson withut fail..haha..
then after skool..went SKS bookshop wif Christine..haha..and bought quite sum stuff...haha..i was supose to be piaing finish my hw at home..hahah..but dun care lar..me later going to pia..
haha..i m officially two years old..yeah!haha..those whu noe me..hhaa..i said i was born in 2003 rite...hah..forget liao..haha...i even forgot whu i said that to..haha...nvm..heck..haha...
10 more weeks to prelim...sian..hmm..

Sunday, June 26, 2005

happy!and touched!

hahaha...i m SOOOOOOO super duper happy todae lors!!!hahahaha..i love my church friends!!!esp my cell!!!!!LOVE YOU GUYS man!!!!haaha....well i did say i m not going to write in this blog...ahaha...but i m going to write abt todae...hahahaha...
well...at first todae i woke up feeling super tired..dunno why...i dragged myself out of bed..hahaah...when i went to church...i wasn't really feeling happi....yupp...
later on...
i was even more unhappy bcuz of my cell grp boys....haiz..yuupp...didn't want to toke abt it...hahaha...
then later i was so happy!!haha...all thanks to my cell grp!!haha...they bought me a cake and cut in church...and everybody sang me a birthday song..first time in my whole life so many ppl celebrate birthday for me lor...i was super duper touched lar....
haha..then later on i found out that xiao mei bought me a card and asked everybody to sign it!!!
i love it man..realli...and also huiting n huimin prezzie..i love them too..actually no need to buy prezzie one..haa..i am already SUPER happy that u guys had celebrate my birthday with me..ahaha...i almost thot that todae is my birthdae..haha..
then we went to cuiping hse...
played mahjong and sang karoke!!hahaa....it was fun..
then met with junpei..benjamin..and chensi..and went to eat..hahah...i juz realise ben is a very funny guy..haha..sit i front of him..i can't stop laughing..haha..esp..when he got sun burn leaving the sunglasses mark on his face..haah..i was trying super hard not to laugh..haha...
haha...then went home lor..haha...now i m super full now..haha
someday i will go cycling with victoria to cut down my fats..haha...very long time nv cycle liao..ever since that day frm escape theme park..ahhaa...
oops..i played da whole daY..i need to go pia hw liao..haaha...tmr schol reopen..haha..sianz...

Saturday, June 11, 2005

i m a good girl...

haha..i m a good girl liao..i decided not to go online liao...haha..so this is the last time u see me writing in this entry...yuupp...

yesterday prayer meeting was fantasic..hahaha....as usual

when i look back..all the events that happen..God was always there with us even though we thot he wasn't...even now..he is still there...the fact that we decided to walk down down this path..we should be prepared that this walk is not an easy one...cause we will face a lot of persecution, problems,we will have doubts...but God(the Almighty,the Creator of the universe, the Everlasting,the Beginning and the End..) is always there with us...

Those who face persecution...dun give up..Press on!for it is stated in the bible that "Blessed are you who are persecuted because of righteousness, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.Blessed are you when people insult you,persecute you and falsely say all kind of evil against you because of me.Rejoice and be glad,because great is your reward in heaven, for in the same way they persecutes the prophets who were before you."[Matthew 5;10-12]

haha...i shall not talk too much..need to go study liao...haha...yupp...after all these,i have become stronger..!!Thank God!! after so much so much...i believe that we will all be overcomers..and NTH, ABSOLUTELY nth can pull us away from God!!!Hallelujah!

Saturday, June 04, 2005

helpppp!!!!

someone tell me how to add the comment links into my template..so i can let other people commetn..i m really hopeless in the computer html..ahahah....

Friday, June 03, 2005

hmm...help me with this..

i come across this passage ..didn't really quite understand..haha...i m not a very smart person..so someone pls enlighten me..haha...

There is a big cardboard box labeled PROBLEMS in our hands.It's heavy and we carry it around calling,"Jesus?Could you take this please? You said I could give you this, now where are you?"

Didn't Jesus say," I am with you always"? Jesus is right behind us, beside us, above us, below us; in fact his spirit is within us.We miss him because we think we have to SEEK him.By thinking that we must go and find Jesus, we're telling him we dun think he's within us.This is what Jesus meant by having the faith of a child. Tell a child and the child will believe. We make it hard for ourselves. We think it's a task, an assignment to find Jesus.

When we're ready to believe that Jesus is present in our very souls, Then he willl reach out and take the weight from us, or at the very least, take one end and help us carry it until we can put it down.

hmm...i m quite confused abt the sentence in green...hmmm...dun we have to seek him always..wad is meant by we will miss him if we seek him..?haha..anyway me go sleep liao..continue next time..ahah...

yeepeeyaya

haha...i m so happy!!! todae actually i was sad in the afternoon cuz my parents had sort of a serious quarrel...but then after going to prayer meeting..i m so completely hyper again..whoohoo...Praise the LORD!!!!He is SO AWESOME AND MARVELLOUS!!haha...yupp...i love Jesus!!! i realised my knowledge is actually so little...hah...need to spend more time reading the bible liao..and praying for his guidance..haha...but that time John Bridge said that i will know a lot of knowledge...haha..so if i read more...i will be knowledgable..hahahah...

btw todae prayer meeting was cool...haha..and then i had a GREAT talk with ivy....haha...felt really great after that...thanks ivy..ahah...btw....i want to say sth..haha...iif pastor andrew ever read this entry..ahah...pastor andrew..i want to tell you sth..u dun get get angry hor..haha..actually there was a period of time when i thot u didn't like me..haha...dunno leh..i get this feeling that i m troubling you..haha...then i didn't dare to talk to you..haha..but then now dun have liao lar...haha...zai men si pen you...wa eh hokkien si beh pai eh..haha...

bleh...then todae i told all the things i have ben keeping in my heart...and my GREATEST thing is my parents let me go prayer meeting liao..whoohoo...!!!!!!!!!!

i love u Jesus!!!Soften my heart and mold me into wad you want me to be!!i wanna be a reflector!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

haha..

haha...i am so happy now..cause God has healed my heart!!!!really!!!whoohoo...HE IS JUZ SO AWESOME AND ALMIGHTY!!!!whoohoo...! i juz have to learn to trust him more..yupp...and also i juz happen to come across this passage..this is amazing..haha...

"Put your trust in the light while you have it, so that you may become sons of light."
[John 12:36]

Ever have one of those days when it seems like you can do no wrong; it seems like everything is going your way?Ever have one of those perfect days when everything is right with the world?It's easy to wish everyday could be like this, but they can't.These days are given to us as a gift so that we can look inside oursleves with clarity and know more abt who we are. Then on days when we feel like everything we touch turns to mud, we can look back on those great days and reflect on what we've learned. We're given good days in mercy so we can find it easier to trust God when things aren't so good.

Yupp..actually last time when i m down or in depression..i will keep thinking abt the past..those happy times...and keep wishing that i could go back to the past..but actually i was foolish to waste my time on thinking all these lor..cuz i can never go back to past...wad has past has already past..it has become history..only left the memories...
We can look back on those good days but we can't be stalemate there...(dunno how to say)...haha...but we can reflect and think wad we have learn at those times...and then we can use them to apply for those bad days as well...yupp...i really like the last sentence..We're given good days in mercy so we can find it easier to trust God when things aren't so good. I totally agree!i Love Jesus!!