Monday, May 30, 2005

B.I.B.L.E

WHOOHOO...I BOUGHT A NEW BIBLE...FINALLY..HAHAHA....IT IS NICE...I LIKE THE COVER...HAHA...BUT IT COST A HOLE IN MY POCKET...NVM...I BOUGHT IT LIAO...HAHA..

Sunday, May 29, 2005

whoohoo...I M BACK!!!

hahaha...ages never write in the blog liao..haha..everytime want to write..but lazy to write..cuz noe surely write very long one..haha..but now i m so happy...hahah...because of John Bridge!!(i hope i say his name correctly)...HE IS SOOOOO FUNNY AND CUTE...hahaha....i was laughing all the way lor..ahh thank God i was there!!!

well...actually todae this morning i was disppointed...well in some stuff in my church..yupp...i spent like 4 hours on doing something..then in the end..no one bother to watch....haiz...but then..dunno why...dunno wad brought me to go EL...haha....i think actually i wanted to go there play soccer..i think..haha..but then john Bridge came!!and he prayed for me...ahha...actually i didn't really hear wad did he say to me..he was like talking and talking..and i was on the verge of falling liao...haha....but i heard he say i will be a blessing...hahaha...hope i will fulfill to be one...sometimes i feel that i m not acting as a christian..or my actions will be bring people pain..i dunno...i juz feel that i m not doing wad God wants me to do....hmm...next time if i make anyone out here angry..muz tell me ok..yupp...todae John Bridge's speech really spoke to me...the thing about being patient and that God will answer all prayer..it is juz a matter of time...and i was sort of impatient nowadays..i keep asking God..wad u want me to do..is wad i want to do now wad u want me to do...yupp..and stuff...hhahah..yupp..but from todae..i realise that God will walk with you and guide u slowly...when he thinks it is time..he will show you.....and also the part abt getting weary...u may have forgotten ur vision or ur prayer..but God never forgets..so never get weary..stay faithful to him always...run after him...let the passion keep on going...the key is still STAY FAITHFUL!!!..yupp...learn to trust in him....

I wanna be a reflector!!! I want to shine for Your Glory!! I want to let the whole world knows that You are living in me!! I want to burn with Your FIRE!!Shine my light a little BRIGHTER!! I wanna let the whole world knows that JESUS LIVES IN ME!!!

Sunday, May 15, 2005

how can i thank him enough

yesterday session at Church of our saviour was great...pastor victor is really a very anointed and powerful evangelist...yup...haha..then after the session we went to eat...haha...then it was raining....it was so scary...b4 that there was so much lightning...haha...

i was hearing this song just now "am i to believe"...and this line left me a great impression or rather i pondered upon it...the line is "am i to believe a stranger died for me"....yess....i didn't even noe him at first yet he died for me even before i was born...he was being crucified on the cross for our sins so that those who believe in him will be freed...and their sins will be washed away...and they will be cleanse by his blood.....Did God have to send his son Jesus Christ to save us...he did not have to...he can juz wipe us up for all the sinful things we have done...but because he love us SO VERY MUCH...he painfully turned his face away when his son was suffering...i really thank him...really thank him for choosing me to be his child...how can i thank him enough for what he has done for me...i feel so unworthy of his love......he loved me so much that he give his one and only son to suffer the worst punishment-crucifixion so that i would not have to suffer...and yet sometimes i go against him by sinning..by disobeying him...by not trusting him..by making him disappointed...i feel so guilty for all the sins i have done...thank you Jesus for washing them away.Thank you..

For those christians or non christians out there...God gave his one and only son,Jesus to take our place for our punishment...Jesus did nothing wrong..He is perfect..but he obeyed God...we will never be able to know what it was like that night beofre the crucifixion.The Bible says that Jesus prayed so intensely that blood came out from his pores.That sense of dread-the knowledge of what was going to be done to his body-was overwhelming..but because he obeyed God, he was exalted to the highest...The Cross of Christ is a truimph for the Son of Man.It was not only a sign that Our Lord had truimphed but that He had truimphed to save the human race.Each human being can get through into the presence of God now because of what the Son of Man went thru...So we just have to believe in him and accept him...He has done the hardest part and gave us the invitation..so why dun we accept the invitation and invite him into our life...live the life he wants us to live..for those christians...take time to reflect and ponder whether have we been living the life that he wants us to...i know humans are not perfect....i admit that there were many a times i was unable to do that...but i prayed for strength and the will to do what he wants me to do...i will try my very best to accomplish that...take time with God..thank him for what he has done in our lives and pray for his strength because only through his strength we can do the most impossible things...yupp...God bless you all!Love ya Loads!!! =)

Thursday, May 12, 2005

blah..

hello...
haha...i have been trying to make my blog look nice nice..but dunno how...haha..trying to...lalala
still trying..
lalala..
still still trying..hahaha....ok...i m crapping liao...
wad liew...i juz went to check all the criteria for admissions to JC...so hard lor..*sob*..i juz realise i dun have any talents...hahha...i m not musically inclined...i m not good at academics....i m not good at sports...hahah...nvm...heck...i m sure i have my own special abilities...hahah....God made me the way i am wad...hahaha.....he surely will give me some talents one..hahaha....in some special way...like i m so lovable and cute and so many people loves me...muahahaha....am i rite??????ok...silent means consent....*thank you**thank you*...haha...

hmm....came across this passage..i spoke to me a lot..hahah...so i would like to share it with those people reading my blog out there...hahaha..

"By faith Abraham, when called to go to a place he would later recieve as his inheritance, obeyed and went, even though he did not know where he was going." [Hebrews 11:8]

Remember when you were a little kid and your mother took you someplace you'd never been before? Sometimes it was scary, but your mother would hold out her hand and you would walk together. That simple act of taking a hand and walking without knowing where you were going..is pure faith. This is what God wants of us. If we put our entire trust, faith, and love in the one whu is leading us, then where we're going isn't important. Always having to know what's going to happen or where we're going gets in the way of faith. Faith never knows where it is being led, but it loves and knows the One who is leading. It is a life of faith, not of intellect and reason, but a life knowing who makes us "go".

yup...actually..we all know that God has great plans for us
["for i know the plans i have for you"declares the Lord,"plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.."Jeremiah 29:11]..but sometimes when circumstances come and when we are in the dark...feeling lost and hopeless...it is very hard to see a bright future ahead of us...so this is when faith comes in...the fact that we do not know where we r going make us depend wholly on God and not ourselves...we must learn to trust and love and have faith in Him...it doesn't matter where you are going so long as you have God by ur side and knows that He is leading you...it will be enough...He loves us so very much even though we are so unworthy of His love...would He ever harm you...no...all His plans for us are good...even though sometimes we may fall greatly and in some bad situation..but God put all these to build us up...to draw us even closer to Him...so we juz have to simply follow...

well...i know it is not easy..hahah...i have been thru like so many times too...and sometimes it is veri veri hard to put our total trust in Him and follow Him..but nevertheless...those whu are feeling hopeless and depressed or in some sort of bad situation you think you cannot get out of...the key is to pray..pray that you will have more faith in Him and have strength to go thru this situation and tell God that you will follow...yup...that's what i usually do...pray...dun stop praying babes! He will lead you out of this..it is just a matter of time...He leads me out of many desperate situations before...i m sure He will do the same to every of his child..yup..
God Bless ya!!!*muach* buaiz.......heehee =D


"Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding;in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight." Proverbs 3:5-6

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

whoohoo!

Exams are finally over!!!!i am so happy.....hahaha....recently because during the exam period...i have been quieter...hahah....the RETURN OF LIZHEN!!!!MUAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA!lalala.....

oh man!!!i tell you i can't express how much i love HIM lor...he is juz so AWESOME, WONDERFUL, MIGHTY!...HE is BEYOND DESCRIPTION , TOO MARVELLOUS to describe liao...sunday was SUPER awesome lorz...i was completely soaked in the sweet presence of God...i could feel HIM lor...he is so close to me that i could feel a special connection between HIM and me...ahh....pastor victor rocks!!!he prophesised to so many people...and so many people were blessed by him...ahhh....and now i can see people hearts are once again rekindled with fire!!!! i m so happy....hahahha....but i was a tiny winny bit disappointed...cause i was hoping that he will prophesise to me...cuz i have been praying the past few weeks wad God wants me to do...wad he wants me to do for him...hahaha...but i think God's timing is always perfect..i m sure he will tell me when he thinks that i m ready..yupp....

hahaha...i need to go liao...before my mum kills me..haha....buaiz..

Friday, May 06, 2005

hey!

hey peeps!!
hahahaha...first time writing in here....todae was physics mid year paper....gonna flunk it liao....haiz...ahahh...so i m slacking here....hahaha....

anyway todae i have been thinking how cum there are different denominations....why God plan it that way...hmm..then i realise different denominations is to approach different people wif different character..hahaha...this is so that more people will accept christ..dunno...hahaha...i have thinking a lot again...hahah...i think my brain is too smart liao...if it dun think it will die...hahah...that's why it keeps thinking..hahah....

hmmm.....mainly recalling the past lar..those happy moments..hahah....then envy the feeling i had at that moment..hahha...hmm...dunno wad to say lioa...i go study...buaiz....